Yeah...pretty much.

Nothing too exciting right now. Going to the cottage for a day then back home tomorrow to hopefully be with people, maybe even this one specific person, but they keep ignoring me. Could I have been wrong about friendship from the start?

Anyways, feeling pretty lonely. Hope to make summer worth it. It probably won't be a success. It was fun while it lasted, but I just want to get more of my life through with so I can make decisions on my own, and have my own life. I know, one needs school and college to have a future, but the journey to the end isn't always smooth.

Making a lot of simpler decisions on the way there. Changing things about everything. Hoping for a new room--not getting it soon. Life is...ehh..

I'm trying to make it better for myself and only myself.
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